Some Thoughts on Motherhood

"The days are long, but the years are short". Older moms have told me this so many times since I had my first baby girl almost 5 years ago. But until just the last few months, I couldn't see it. I was so busy and overwhelmed with motherhood. The first three babies came in less than three years and we had only been married four. There was always a diaper to change, a mess to clean up, laundry to fold, dishes to wash on top of teaching, training and loving on my little girls.

I think having my fourth baby, our fourth daughter, opened my eyes to how fast time really does go. When I'm in the middle of the newborn days and nearly blind with exhaustion, it seems as though I will be there forever. Days with no naps, evenings of cluster feeding, and multiple night wakings drain out every bit of sense and I feel quite sure things will never change. But this time around, I kept reminding myself that it goes so fast. And it really does! Baby Emma is already a roly-poly three month old that smiles and squeals with joy when she sees me.

Children grow so, so fast. Elsie is well past four, and she is growing so tall and beautiful. When I bought her clothes for this spring I was shocked by how big they looked. Shouldn't she still be a baby? I want to snatch every moment I have with all of them while they are still small. I am learning that leading our children to Jesus is so much more important than having a clean house. Just soaking up time playing in the dirt with them like we did this morning is priceless.

Some days being a mom is so hard. Last week when I was sick a dear friend texted me this verse. "My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness." (2 Corinthians 12:9) Christ is glorified when we look to Him for strength! I have been praying that Jesus would be my strength and that I would stop trying to live this life of motherhood on my own. God answers prayer! He has been showering our days with grace and I am so thankful for that blessing.


Five MInute Post Day Three~~New

A new tiny heart beating. New arms and legs, long and slender, feeling and kicking. New round head butting into my bladder. New little body rolling, somersaulting, growing.

Tiny new clothes hanging in the closet, waiting to be worn. Many more hand-me-down's packed away in boxes, outgrown by older sisters or bigger boy cousins waiting for a squishy new babe to fill them.

A brand new baby coming to our house! We can't wait.


Five-Minute Post Day Two~~View

Trees of golden yellow and red
Blue sky dotted with puffy clouds
Vee's of geese flying overhead
Dark water slowly flowing

Apples ripening on the trees
Pumpkins growing heavy and orange
The orchard buzzes with lazy bees
As our wagon we are filling

October sunshine, mellow, warm
Cornstalks rattling in the fields
Full hearts, full hands in our joyful home
Thanks to our Father raising

This month I am joining my friend,  Kate in 31 Days of five-minute Free Writes, tapping out blog posts in only 5 minutes.  


Five-Minute Post Day One~~Peace

This month I am joining Kate in 31 Days of five-minute Free Writes, tapping out blog posts in only 5 minutes.  

I want our home to be defined by love and godliness, joy and peace.

I want it to smell like homemade bread, candles, and the fragrance of peace.

I want people to remember our family by smiles on faces, open arms, and peaceful hearts.

In the middle of toys on the floor and little girls art projects all over the table. In the middle of my own sewing and craft projects and the piles of dirty dishes, I want to feel the current of peace. The peace and joy and love that only knowing Jesus Christ can bring.

The peace deep in my heart even when  I've been up since five o'clock in the morning, and children are spewing bodily fluids where they never should be. Even in the deep, dark moments of mothering when I'm groping for the light, I know there can be peace.


Daybook On A Chilly October Morning

Outside my window... It is early morning and the sun is just beginning to send it's glow across the eastern sky. The ponds, still warm from the summer sun are steaming. Everything is soaking wet from yesterday's rains, but there is a promise of sunshine today. It will be a good day to be outside.

I am thinking...
That I should make some coffee...be right back. ;)

I am thankful...
For the blessing of having family close by.

In the kitchen...
In a few minutes I'll go make apple cinnamon muffins for breakfast. While shopping at Costco, I found a gluten free flour blend made by Namaste Foods. It was very inexpensive (as far as GF flours go) and I really like it.

I am wearing...
Teal and white striped long-sleeved t-shirt, cozy brown cardigan, jean skirt, moccasins, and teal rose earrings.

I am creating...
I'm making a red and navy plaid tunic for myself that I'd like to finish this week. Jonathan's parents are hosting a bonfire/fall party this weekend and I think it would be fun to get to wear it to that.

I am going...
To make a quick grocery run after breakfast.

I am hoping...
Jonathan heals quickly from an injury to his knee. A doctor visit yesterday informed us it could be a few weeks. For a man who lays tile for a living, knees are very important! We are praying for quick and complete healing.

I am looking forward to...
Making a day trip with Lydia in a few weeks. We are planning to go to Ikea, a huge store we've heard wonderful things about, but never been able to shop because there isn't one in our area. i'm hoping to fine a few organizational thins for our new house. Trader Joe's is also on the agenda; and knowing us, I'm quite sure there will be a stop at a coffee shop and maybe  some antique or thrift store browsing.

I am learning...
All about child discipline and discipling at a Friday Mom's meeting a friend invited me to attend at her church. We are listening to CD's of a seminar by Ted Trip. It has been really encouraging!

One of my favorite things...
is sunrises and sunsets. Because of the landscape around here, we can't see many and I do miss the open Texas sky. But here is a beautiful evening  sky a few weeks ago.

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Good Morning, Sunshine!

 strawberry banana smoothies for breakfast

the best  way to start the day


Autumn Days

On Saturday we went apple picking--one of my favorite end of summer activities. We picked around 60 pounds of apples to turn into applesauce, pie filling and other yummy treats! It was a very bright, warm day and we had a delightful time together as a family. I do love fall!